I got frustrated during the sprint retrospective because I feel like all autonomy is being stripped from me to manage my team in a way I see as effective for the business. I got grief and bullshit from Linda with accusations about sharing "parental" details with the kids which I haven't. And then Jennifer got pissed at me over the fact that I found Linda's behavior incredulous, which I would think is a good thing, but it seems it's not, because if I don't see things like she does, I'm somehow at fault. I am not. And I'm not wasting my life any more feeling like I screwed up. Changing myself to meet other people's expectations does not work.
On a positive note, I didn't lose my job, get in an accident, incur some unexpected cost, or have any 'real' drama or trauma to deal with. And the kids have been wonderful tonight, again, which is really rewarding. I may have some frustrations but I'm still really lucky to have what I have.
Accomplishments: Meditation Stretching WorkFocus Parenting Cleanup
